ouch.

everything on my body hurts so much right now that its making me feel physically sick. apparently i "look more pale than usual. and like.. tired and worn down. look like you need a good long rest".
saturday was amazing and i loved every second of it. even the long, drunk walk home. sunday i was fine for the first half, just a bit of a headache.. and now i can barely move some of my body parts because of the pain. i may have partied a liiiitttle too hard the other night.

good long rest? i'm scheduled for another night out on wednesday. i'm pretty sure i will not be pouring alcohol into my body on wednesday though.. which may or may not change the aftermath.

and next saturday.. well next saturday will go off even more. work on sunday will be a rather messy experience.. sorry if you have to work with my sore, tired self that day.

maybe i will take a break sometime soon and rest a little. i do look like shit a lot lately. not sleeping much, not really standing still much.. might chill for a bit. spend a few days at home quietly with ice packs all over my body.

supposed to go back to the doctor on tuesday but i don't think i will.
the moment i walked in the door she said "oh wow.. what happened to you? or.. sorry.. are you always this pale?" no, no i'm not. i just havent seen the inside of my eyelids, or much the sun for a little while. oh dear.