the simplicity of this complex truth

there is no better way to state what this is, except for this one word; hopeless.

i feel so disgustingly smitten by you.
it honestly is driving me insane.
what is this?!

so here it is,

i have never wanted to give so much of myself to someone in such a short amount of time as i do right now. irrational and almost definitely a mistake. but i feel as if i have very little control when i am anywhere near you, or you so much as enter my brain. call me stupid, and i'll play the idiot.

the very best,

when everything is wrong i come talk to you.
you make things alright when i'm feelin' blue..
you are such a blessing, and i won't be messing with the one thing that brings light to all my darkness.

there is no other one who can take your place.
i feel happy inside when i see your face.
i hope you believe me, cos i speak sincerely and i mean it when i tell you that i need you.
i'm here right beside you, i will never leave you, and i feel the pain you feel
when you start crying.

you're my best friend. and i love you.

badluck

i am having the worst luck at the moment.