the simplicity of this complex truth

there is no better way to state what this is, except for this one word; hopeless.

i feel so disgustingly smitten by you.
it honestly is driving me insane.
what is this?!

so here it is,

i have never wanted to give so much of myself to someone in such a short amount of time as i do right now. irrational and almost definitely a mistake. but i feel as if i have very little control when i am anywhere near you, or you so much as enter my brain. call me stupid, and i'll play the idiot.

the very best,

when everything is wrong i come talk to you.
you make things alright when i'm feelin' blue..
you are such a blessing, and i won't be messing with the one thing that brings light to all my darkness.

there is no other one who can take your place.
i feel happy inside when i see your face.
i hope you believe me, cos i speak sincerely and i mean it when i tell you that i need you.
i'm here right beside you, i will never leave you, and i feel the pain you feel
when you start crying.

you're my best friend. and i love you.

badluck

i am having the worst luck at the moment.

this.

turn out my headlights, make the snow fall seem like tiny stars around us.
and if we die here and no one ever finds us, i couldn't think of a better way to go.

adventure.

we're off to sydney for an adventure. a brilliant escape.

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What if I were smiling and running into your arms? Would you see then what I see now?